Friday, April 30, 2010

Wilderness By Fleetwood Manual



I can not find words to fill this white space today.
I tried yesterday.

I was already 'tomorrow.




I would find it in my eyes and find myself in her.
Quegl'occhi, I said, I recognize you, here, is you.
I saw you already 'time. You've been there.
Now you're here.

Friday, April 16, 2010

Floating Candles Ontario

September 2010

Today 'a special day.
few months ago and do not seem so many months ago, Daniel and I thought the big day would arrive in September 2010. The cherry trees, we said, do not bloom in September in Japan, but it 's a really nice month.
So Daniel had also put on the voice of skype, so many exclamation points on that date.

Today I talked to my boss and finally gave me a sincere agreement to return to Italy. I'll be back in Italy, in September 2010 !!!!!
5 months. Almost 5 years.
September 2010, it sounds good and like almost all the dates, times, thoughts, experiences with Daniel smells of destiny.

Today, April 2010, I would call him and share with him this time, I'll finally go to Italy and I'm so happy.

I can not, I would like, even if it is 3 am in Rome.
I wanted to respond to this date long time ago, I wanted to find
inside me long ago.
E 'was difficult. It 's a great relief now.

three weeks have been difficult, as a test, with too many expectations on myself, too many requests for this moment, too many needs for a knowledge that is growing.

Now I know that I have found a certainty, I was looking for and perhaps expected by those who stood beside me.
certainty, I thought to myself.

A sense of gratitude through me without knowing that (as he says Errington) for whom there 'was maybe. A regret for not being light to handle this time.
I took a great weight.

E 'as if she was now "The weight of the butterfly."

Sunday, April 11, 2010

What To Wear On A First Date Ice Skating

VALUE

Yesterday I met Erri De Luca. It 'was an Italian afternoon. In his eyes and in his words I saw and heard the stories of my sister.




consider value all life, snow, strawberry, the fly.

consider the value of the mineral kingdom, the assembly of stars.

consider value wine until 'the last meal , an involuntary smile, of fatigue and those who are not' saved , two old men who love each other.

value consider what tomorrow will not be worth 'more' at all what today is an understatement.
Consider it worth all the wounds.

consider value save water, fix a pair of shoes, quiet time, run to a cry , ask permission before sitting down, feel gratitude not remember that.

consider value to know in a room where is 'the north, and that' the name of the wind is drying the laundry.

consider the value of travel vagabond, the cloistered nun, the patience of condonnato, whatever is to blame.

value consider the use of the verb to love and the hypothesis that there is a creator .
Many of these values \u200b\u200bdid not know.

Erri De Luca

taken as having known Erri in San Diego.
consider the value of these tears and this line of mascara on her cheeks, my hands cold and my sensibility '. My desire to understand and justify. Consider the value this picture, at that time.

consider the value of silence in this room, the sadness in my eyes, smiles and laughter that sometimes overwhelm me. I consider this a value
American experience before, during and in the near future when, in my Italy again, assoporero 'perhaps as an afternoon Italian elapsed yesterday.

Friday, April 9, 2010

Flashpoint Leather Jacket

MI comes to mind

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nkwiNMzjUcw&feature=related

For a moment I become her.
Hello, I am in Rome, how are you? we meet?


I got engaged, really ah ..
am curious to see her. November 26, 2009

Baby come and dine with me tonight?

are exhausted. I'm in San Diego. Back
I think this music. I return to you in mind.
At night my body gets used. My mind and 'confused.
are in my parents' house.
are at home.
I miss Italy. I miss a word. How are you?
A chain to the arms and hands.
leave everything. Turn back, return to that in February 2009.

a deep breath, does not work.
fibrillation again. Back then cough yet.
I think so. I felt it.

March, gate, in April 2010.