September 2010
Today 'a special day.
few months ago and do not seem so many months ago, Daniel and I thought the big day would arrive in September 2010. The cherry trees, we said, do not bloom in September in Japan, but it 's a really nice month.
So Daniel had also put on the voice of skype, so many exclamation points on that date.
Today I talked to my boss and finally gave me a sincere agreement to return to Italy. I'll be back in Italy, in September 2010 !!!!!
5 months. Almost 5 years.
September 2010, it sounds good and like almost all the dates, times, thoughts, experiences with Daniel smells of destiny.
Today, April 2010, I would call him and share with him this time, I'll finally go to Italy and I'm so happy.
I can not, I would like, even if it is 3 am in Rome.
I wanted to respond to this date long time ago, I wanted to find
inside me long ago.
E 'was difficult. It 's a great relief now.
three weeks have been difficult, as a test, with too many expectations on myself, too many requests for this moment, too many needs for a knowledge that is growing.
Now I know that I have found a certainty, I was looking for and perhaps expected by those who stood beside me.
certainty, I thought to myself.
A sense of gratitude through me without knowing that (as he says Errington) for whom there 'was maybe. A regret for not being light to handle this time.
I took a great weight.
E 'as if she was now "The weight of the butterfly."